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Danzig is terrible.
I am so burnt out right now, I cant even get myself to do homework.
Today was busy enough anyway.
Somewhere in between classes I figured it so much easier to shut up and be happy than have to explain yourself for a bad mood. Every one seems to get angry and want to debate. Im tired of debating. Im in a bad mood, and so what? I donapos;t want avid readers, I want some human fucking interaction. Tell me about your bad day, so I donapos;t feel so lonesome, indulge me.
Its like people dont seem to speak English anymore. Faces go to a mix between puzzlement and deafness.
Thats ok because 99 of the time I feel like whatever comes out of my mouth just falls to the floor and gets kicked around. Even when its not on a negative subject. Perhaps I am a dullard. Truly, I am just an imbcel merely scratching at the surface of a thick layer of scar tissue. Than again, arnt we all? To a degree. Some obviously more than others.

I know Im a specific personality but damn. It gets very frustrating for me. I try to be normal. Ive tried to fit in.
But I am just such a damn circle peg trying to force into a square hole. I am the crooked Picasso at the Mormon meeting. I feel so alone and unwanted, and like trash to be perfectly honest.
Whatapos;s the point?
None. Just taking note.
Just biding my time awaiting the arrival of a time in my life where Im encompassed by circle pegs and feel like I can be myself without editing.
Hah. Fat chance.
I have a few. Never seems like enough sad to say. Then again Im always overcompensating due to my fear of isolation and abandonment by having people around me at all times.
I need a community that I can feed energy off of, and bounce around ideas. Basic human needs are of utmost irritation.
Im surprised to find myself writing about this at the moment. I have had a productive day. As of late I am more competent in staving off my foul moods by rearranging my thought processes. I still have apprehensive approach biting at my heels.

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